You can't tell how happy I am for you.
Just a mere week ago I was looking through my old character bio for Amsel ( Stasiland ) and saw your character listed down and I was wondering how you were doing. And this is just heart-warming news. Congratulations on the engagement, and the job of course.
Enjoy life. And appreciate the little moments.
And go forward with your face held upwards, always.
You absolute KING.
I'm a bit fucked from the like near two bottles of strong booze I've ingested from the past 12 hours but I know I said I probably wouldnt say anything more but the friendships I've made no matter how insignificant they might seem have made a great impact in my life for the good and despite the reality I face for the better and as much as I would love to just say goodbye its more difficult then I'd like to admit.
also Miller never died he was in the most recent WW3RP as my CIA dude I don't fuckin care what you idiots say or argue he lived through being shot in the basement and like crawled to the nearest NATO COP. Miller low-key felt some shit with Amsel but got back with his ex wife fuck you snowl I LIVED BITCH.
But back on track I'm happier than royalty with a woman to call simply a queen would be an insult to her imo.
I haven't been entirely truthfull either in all my words or like OG post from creating this thread. I wasn't really 19 at the time of writing that but more like 27 years old when I wrote the original and I kept throwing numbers around to different people but I guess this could serve as my coming clean huh?
I really wanted to seem younger cause at that time I thought I could fit in more with everyone or whatever. Probably thinking that if I acted younger or fucking whatever that I'd be seen more the FUNNY FUNKY WILD BOY then the druggie spending every dollar he could from anyone and everyone just to get a fix.
I know I said I first like met my fiancé back in maybe 2017 or so but I really first met her back in middle school in 09 and she wrote me a letter detailing EVERYHING about what our wedding would look like and I legit threw that letter out but she never stopped and I'm so happy she never did.
Most like emotional thing and reason I'm certain shes the one is because when I engaged her one the first thing she did for our planning is to do exactly what she said she'd do in her letter from fuckin middle school.
I don't really care about what I lied about to seem younger or what I said truthfully to get like respect out of people. There's no present, no future. Only now as you read this. Moment you finish reading this it doesn't exist anymore and it's all what your brain makes of it.
So hey "love thy neighbor" type shit from the Bible right? No matter if you're whatever belief we can all agree it's better to seek out the ones who never really seemed to care about you. You never know if that person from school is your true lover and partner for life right?
I never cared for her but she only ever cared for me y'know? You never know brothers and sisters.